Are you sure to let them feel the cracked corners of your well-protected rooms? Are you aware of the damage those social and political explosions might give you? Are you?
Maybe being yourself isn't such a nice idea because they won't like the way you talk or how you stumble while you walk. Maybe they won't appreciate the beauty behind that plump skin or those scars that makes you a better version and still you choose to hide. Maybe they will chaff around your head, giving birth to a self-hatred child dwelling inside you.
But are you ready to sacrifice that one true smile for those millions of fake ones? Are you prepared to surrender the better parts for those bitter ones? Are you ready to give all this up just for a "maybe?"
The Social Stress
You walk through that door and chaos blends in with the enthusiasm you carry in a crowd full of stories. It's everywhere, you see, the distribution of personalities battling to just be. You stride forward and with a little concern move over your eyelids and think to yourself, "Where do I belong?" Every group within those walls is deceived to be of a certain way. Who will you choose? This happens to every person yearning to belong somewhere. Yet, sometimes this belonging urges you to change the exact thing dearest to you. "Yourself."
Why to change?
When you get up from your bed and face the battles of being a totally different person, just because others perspective doesn't approve of it. "You let them change you." You let them decide the way you want to walk or the tone you speak in while you talk.
However, the main question is, do you feel like "you" while blindly obeying those habits? You won't. Every thing that will turn out from your attitude won't feel like a happy place because even you don't like it and deep down inside you know it.
So stop pretending to be someone you are not and someone you don't even like. The whole reason behind your replication will not be worth it because every bond you create while acting like a different person will never feel precious to you.
Live and Act however "YOU" like it
Smile the way you want to and dance your heart out. Don't care about anyone else because when you will behave like yourself, people will like you and most importantly the right ones. They'll head along and will be always there for you. So take a step in that hallway and do whatever makes you happy because people will only love you when you love yourself.
